Why can't I have the ability to write vast amounts of quality fanfiction like this person...instead of the ability to write small amounts of not very good fanfiction and stuff that is not fanfiction at all~

Though actually I've been writing more this year than I ever have, because I've got myself a nice little discipline..which was bothersome-ly interrupted in the last two days because of the PSAT and other annoying things.. but I'm about back on track now and I finally got started on more ISV today... Not very much, mind you... but it tends to add up by the end of week (though it will be less this week because I didn't write on Monday & Tuesday)...but my general output is something like 1500 words a week, which is not bad, but it's shorter than it sounds. ^^;

I've wanted to be a fanfic writer, but it's really impossible... for one, a lot of fanfic writers are quite prolific and I'm.. um.. not. Not to mention I'm absolutely horrible at characterizing people that I didn't make up myself, which is why Clarity is not so much a fanfiction as it is a story which happens to have Sailormoon and Seiken Densetsu elements to it... & there's no way for anyone to dispute this claim, since the only thing I've ever written that used characters I didn't create myself is this unfinished piece of Final Fantasy 7 blarg...

Actually I shouldn't call it blarg, I kind of liked the idea at the time and I guess some other people did too, since I get the once-in-a-blue-moon mail asking me to finish it..^^; I think I will finish it, someday. I'm going to finish EVERYTHING I've begun, even if it takes me the REST OF MY LIFE... =p And with the completion of Clarity's first series and soon the completion of ISV I feel like I'm finally working towards that end... it's really better for me to focus on one piece instead of leaving it up in the air, since when I sit to write I can't ever decide what to work on.. but now I've decided for myself beforehand.. thusly I can work solidly on one thing till it's done and it will get done faster. :D