I don't think Kyla realizes how extraordinarily jealous of her I am... mostly because everyone in the little knot of people we know at school pretty well likes her better than me. In most groups I'm in, online or off, I always seem to be the odd man out...but it's most painful offline...This little group is the one that I'm most like, but even then we seem to be polar opposites. I'm actually even Kyla's polar opposite, and we argue like a married couple all the time. I have a lot of people I know online, and don't get me wrong.. I love them all, but I'm sure they know what I mean when I say that it's just not the same. I can't see them everyday, I can't look into their eyes or hear their voice or talk to them at lunch or walk with them to classes. I can't bother them for hugs when I'm upset, or hug them when they're upset.

...now I'm depressing myself.