Some of you that I know might not believe this, but I'm actually a very angry person.. Kyla I know would not dispute this since I yell at her/in her presence all the time.. but actually I also have a lot of repressed anger. I keep a lot of things I want to say inside because, while I think I'm pretty spiteful, I'm not that spiteful.. am I making any kind of coherent sense here.. x.x

Anyway, the point is that I regress too much where I ought to sublime--that is, (not to sound like a self-help booklet here..) to channel anger constructively. I would love to be able to do it through writing, but the fact is that I just can't write when I'm angry or depressed. Mostly I stay calm through reading and drawing, though I need new books and new art supplies...