I completely understand about the app processes, folks... so no one think I got suicidally depressed over being rejected or anything... I always get depressed by rejection; it doesn't matter how much the rejecting person loves me or doesn't want to hurt me. I think most people do. It's a matter of pride. And while I have a tiny self esteem, I think I have a lot of pride. ::sticks needles in it:: Sonuvabitch. :B

But I knew, in my heart, that Mammet was probably not going to be accepted. My heart wasn't really in her. I'll make sure it's there when I revise... though I might revise her into a Nanshe, judging from the comments...

But right NOW I have to stop procrastinating and find some American absurdist authors, so I won't be stumbling blindly around at the library tomorrow. I also have to study for a Chem test in which FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION even though I have a happy B in there right now.