I just now read your response to my big ol self affirmation, Lisaxx ::huggles you:: That was so sweet of you to say. And it's cool. I don't know a lot about most anime; Angel Sanctuary is just my absolute favorite X3; (I even have a much neglected page on it :B;) (and you're not unphotogenic :B)
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, but I still think, overall, that I'm a good person. I think most people are good people, or at least that they're born good people. I'm kind of optimistic that way. ^^;
I've made two big mistakes while a part of the PBeM community. Let me define a mistake before I go into this any further. A mistake is anything that hurts the feelings of another person. That's a mistake. As far as I know, I've done this twice. The first time was a terrible mess that was mostly my fault, and it caused me to lose a friend who was once very close...and who, I guess, is still a friend, but the closeness isn't there and I don't know if it ever will be again. -- I still feel terrible about this, a lot. But you can't change the past.
The second mistake was more carelessness than a big messy affair. Basically I was lazy and let my friend whose opinion I trusted control my opinion, and in the process someone who I didn't know at the time got hurt. Got hurt more than I knew. I still feel awful about this too, but I think things between me and that person have been cleared up. I hope we can be friends. Maybe even close friends. I'm always ready to make friends. ^_^;
The people who were involved in these incidents probably know who they are. If they do, I hope they know that I'm still sorry for the horrible way I behaved and I hope they've forgiven me, even if they don't like me.
No, I won't go into detail about these, even if someone asks. Everything in here is the truth, but some things are just too painful to talk about openly. Actually I think these mistakes, especially the first one, are too painful to even talk about privately. Suffice to say I was pretty well an asshole, or at least unfathomably immature.
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, but I still think, overall, that I'm a good person. I think most people are good people, or at least that they're born good people. I'm kind of optimistic that way. ^^;
I've made two big mistakes while a part of the PBeM community. Let me define a mistake before I go into this any further. A mistake is anything that hurts the feelings of another person. That's a mistake. As far as I know, I've done this twice. The first time was a terrible mess that was mostly my fault, and it caused me to lose a friend who was once very close...and who, I guess, is still a friend, but the closeness isn't there and I don't know if it ever will be again. -- I still feel terrible about this, a lot. But you can't change the past.
The second mistake was more carelessness than a big messy affair. Basically I was lazy and let my friend whose opinion I trusted control my opinion, and in the process someone who I didn't know at the time got hurt. Got hurt more than I knew. I still feel awful about this too, but I think things between me and that person have been cleared up. I hope we can be friends. Maybe even close friends. I'm always ready to make friends. ^_^;
The people who were involved in these incidents probably know who they are. If they do, I hope they know that I'm still sorry for the horrible way I behaved and I hope they've forgiven me, even if they don't like me.
No, I won't go into detail about these, even if someone asks. Everything in here is the truth, but some things are just too painful to talk about openly. Actually I think these mistakes, especially the first one, are too painful to even talk about privately. Suffice to say I was pretty well an asshole, or at least unfathomably immature.
posted by lyn at
1/22/2001 09:28:00 PM
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