I think it's important to note that everything I say here is the honest gospel truth of how I feel, and it will always be the honest gospel truth, because this isn't called /truth for nothing. The only thing I censor about my feelings is my tendency to swear like a sailor when I'm upset (usually a great repetition of the word fuck and its variants); everything else is as real as the computer I'm typing on. In light of this, it should also be noted that I'm an emotional person. A very emotional person. Emotion seeps from my pores. When I walk around, I leave LITTLE PUDDLES OF EMOTION behind me (okay, not really).

I CRY at EVERYTHING. Even cheesy things. I cried at the AS DVD, even with its laughable subtitles. I cry at my video games. I cry at other anime. I cry at movies, books, TV shows, news, PEOPLE. I also LAUGH at those same things. I laugh a lot and I laugh loud; ask my brother or other member of my family. And I DO NOT APPRECIATE people who lack my problem looking DOWN AT ME. You know what? I'm sixteen, almost seventeen. In many ancient cultures I'd be considered an adult, probably having kids by now. But I don't live in an ancient culture, I live in the over indulged American culture. Yes, I am immature. But you know what? These same people who act so condescending are just as. Maybe not all the time, but certainly some of the time, because I don't know anyone who is always completely mature, except maybe my father. And no one I know even approaches that level.

I'm going to angst. Everyone angsts. Some people choose to put in their diaries, some don't. I choose to put my angsting in my diary (i.e., here) because it goes away when I write it down. If you don't want to read it, here's a tip. DON'T. There is NO GUN being held to your head to read this. No one is standing behind you holding the POINT OF A SPEAR in your back and saying that they will drive it through your flesh if you don't read what I'm writing. People have a RIGHT to angst if they want to goddamn ANGST. Three cheers for angst, I say. There is NOTHING wrong with letting your emotions out. NOTHING. And I'm SICK of people acting like there is. So to all you who apologize for your angsting, don't. Do it. Let it out, it's your diary. To all of you who don't like it, DON'T READ IT. JESUS CHRIST.