I'm aching for Friday...right now I'm collecting information and pictures to print out and paste onto construction paper for this 'scrapbook' I have to do for English, and after that I've got to do more hardk0re studying for my Chemistry test. I am doing really poorly right now in Chemistry. So poorly that it's beginning to frighten me, yet I am somehow not screaming and crying over it...maybe because it's the last six weeks. I'm trying to work harder, of course, but I really just want to get the hell out of my junior year. At the same time, though, I'm a little scared of being a senior. Ms. Garrison told me today that I'm going to be senior editor of the lit mag next year, which is like, really important and lots of work. Plus I'll have AP English, though all my other classes shouldn't be terribly taxing. At least the taxing stuff is in what I like.

Also... Kai is taking a LOT of AP classes, which means a LOT of work, which means we might not get to see each other (online or offline) as much... Now, to her, this might be a good thing (XP), but next year will be the last we have together, because you know after that is college...and we definitely are not going to the same college. ^^;

It's best not to worry about the future like I am, though. Living day by day is much easier on the soul, and if you're going to think about the future, then you shouldn't worry about what might be bad..but dream of what could be good.