It makes lovely sense, but you really shouldn't feel that way. :\ You have quality work, and the adage that good work sells itself is NOT true. It IS true that if it's quality, what work you do will pay off, but if you write the world's greatest novel and never do any work to get it out there, it means nothing. You are an incredibly talented person, and if you really want the exposure you seem to want, you've got to get up the confidence I know you have and get out there. I can understand you feeling that way if your work really did suck, but it doesn't. You're a great artist/writer and very imaginative. Shake off those insecurities, girlfriend. :B