Three things.

1. I hate myself.
2. Kai, if you manage to get online tomorrow and read this, and I'm away at the theater, please know that I miss you very dearly, and will go see FF twice with you and Emiko (I am tagging along with Larith and Cal-Tan tomorrow), gladly, happily, please don't be angry with me. If I am at the theater if/when you get on, email me and tell me if it is OK for me to call you when I get home. If it is not, then I won't. Sally, I'm sorry I didn't come back on tonight, but I feel pretty worthless as a human being right now and thus would not be pleasant to speak with.
3. I hate myself.

Okay, so that's really two things, but whatever. I'm going to bed now.

Oh, wait, one more thing. Stardust came today. I love you, Del.