I've been feeling so lackadaisacal (I hope I spelled that right...) lately... Miserable and existentialist. Like there's no reason to care about anything. Why do I get upset all the time? Does any of it really matter? I estimate that I spend the majority of my time being either depressed or pissed off, and it's all usually over stupid, superficial, petty crap that I probably take to mean more than what it does. And the fact that I get so depressed and pissed off over this stuff is depressing me and pissing me off, because I can't HELP getting depressed and pissed off...(I hope that made sense)

The more and more I think about it, the more idiotic it gets. But I'm still miserable. I think it may just be because I hate it when things change. When something is established (like, say, a relationship...), I like it to stay that way, because I'm used to it... and I feel... unnerved... when that stability disappears. Especially when it disappears out of me only doing what I thought the other person wanted me to do. -_-

But like I said... the more I think about it, the more stupid it seems to get all depressed about it, because my being upset isn't going to do anything....

... Now I'm distracted by hearing Krillin's voice on DBZ and thinking 'Hey, I met that guy' XD;; Speaking of which, I haven't yet done a con commentary. Well, I'll do that now then, to distract me. Here we go.