Ah, crap... I have that drained-of-energy feeling, and my throat is itching, like it's about to become sore... I really hope I'm not developing a cold or anything, because I really don't have time for one right now... If I play my cards right, I'll only have to take one midterm because of the senior exemption policy, but I'm currently dangerously close to having to take the Advanced Algebra & Trig Exam... I'm hoping and praying (and struggling to work up the motivation to do my homework -___-;) that this DOES NOT HAPPEN, because the only way it will is if I get a C--but that may happen. So it would be DOUBLY bad, because not only would I not be exempt, but I'd have a C. Quelle horreur. x__x

It really is difficult for even me to fathom how much I hate going to school. I hate the people, I dislike most of my teachers (which is odd, because usually I like most of my teachers and only take issue with one or two, but this year I only -like- one or two), and I'm not too fond of most of my classes either. In addition to that... I'm a senior, and it's getting more and more difficult to fight the onset of Apathy. I just don't CARE about high school anymore. I want to go to college. I actually don't even care what college, to be honest. The main reasons why I really, truly want to go to Rhodes is because there's less people there, and the campus is pretty. The only problem I have with the University of Memphis is that a LOT of people go there, meaning I will likely just be another name or number in the professor's book. That, and the campus is Not Pretty. :3; (what can I say, I'm shallow) And I could easily deal with those if I had to. I just want to go to a college somewhere, and I'm OK with applying for grants and scholarships and doing work-study and working to pay for it. I mean, I would rather not, of course, but you know, you have to do what you have to do.