I finished Breath of Fire IV. I think that game holds the title of Most Depressingly Anti-climactic Ending Ever. I still love Fou-lu, even if he was clearly in denial at the end. He is going to get himself a page. But anyway..
Well, there's good news, and then there's bad news. The good news is that the bridge got done, and we actually got a perfect score on it. So I'm actually not doing too badly in Physics right now, which is good. The bad news is that I am literally failing math right now. I mean, literally. On the test we received back today, the highest score was an 80, and the majority failed (including me). Add that to my already many failing quiz grades (one of which would have been a 100 if she weren't SO EVIL) and, well, the result isn't good. So yeah. I'm going to die when interims come out, which is next week. It was nice knowing you guys. At least if they ground me from everything, it won't be so bad since I just finished BoFIV so the desire to play it won't be so strong... I know there's no way I can bring it up to a B, but I can get it to a C, and I heard that the final exam for seniors is laughably easy, so if I can do well on that I may be able to get a B for the semester, which would be good.
There's a lot I want to do, so I'm hoping maybe reports of my death will be exaggerated, or that Mom will target solely the PS2 (as she did when I first brought up that my grade wasn't so hot, though didn't mention any numbers), so I'll still be able to use the computer...but the fact is...
I just don't care about school anymore. I just don't. I can blame it on the fact that she's a bad teacher (she is). I can blame it on the fact that she expects us to remember way too much and grasp concepts way too quickly (she does: I mean, we wouldn't be in her class if we were good at math, we'd be taking pre-cal). I can blame it on how horrible it is for me to even think about going to school these days (it is). But it all boils to the fact that I just don't care. I'm tired of fighting. I want it to be over. I hate everything about school, I just hate it so much. You have no idea. There aren't words in the English language that suffice to describe this hatred. But I will try my best to drop-kick that grade up to at least a C, because there's no way on God's green earth I'm getting an F on my report card.
Well, there's good news, and then there's bad news. The good news is that the bridge got done, and we actually got a perfect score on it. So I'm actually not doing too badly in Physics right now, which is good. The bad news is that I am literally failing math right now. I mean, literally. On the test we received back today, the highest score was an 80, and the majority failed (including me). Add that to my already many failing quiz grades (one of which would have been a 100 if she weren't SO EVIL) and, well, the result isn't good. So yeah. I'm going to die when interims come out, which is next week. It was nice knowing you guys. At least if they ground me from everything, it won't be so bad since I just finished BoFIV so the desire to play it won't be so strong... I know there's no way I can bring it up to a B, but I can get it to a C, and I heard that the final exam for seniors is laughably easy, so if I can do well on that I may be able to get a B for the semester, which would be good.
There's a lot I want to do, so I'm hoping maybe reports of my death will be exaggerated, or that Mom will target solely the PS2 (as she did when I first brought up that my grade wasn't so hot, though didn't mention any numbers), so I'll still be able to use the computer...but the fact is...
I just don't care about school anymore. I just don't. I can blame it on the fact that she's a bad teacher (she is). I can blame it on the fact that she expects us to remember way too much and grasp concepts way too quickly (she does: I mean, we wouldn't be in her class if we were good at math, we'd be taking pre-cal). I can blame it on how horrible it is for me to even think about going to school these days (it is). But it all boils to the fact that I just don't care. I'm tired of fighting. I want it to be over. I hate everything about school, I just hate it so much. You have no idea. There aren't words in the English language that suffice to describe this hatred. But I will try my best to drop-kick that grade up to at least a C, because there's no way on God's green earth I'm getting an F on my report card.
posted by lyn at
5/02/2002 05:29:00 PM
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