The fact that I am so different makes me wonder if I should change myself... but I don't think I can. I'm currently trying to become a better me--reading more, writing more, trying to be nicer to people in general, trying very hard to take things less seriously, trying to keep my problems to myself (so as not to bother people with whining)... etc. But I can't turn myself around the way I think is neccessary for me to fit in. It's just not going to happen, I can't do it and I wouldn't feel right doing it anyway. So I guess I'm doomed to be alone. --;