Friday, January 19, 2001

I need to shower soon because I'm feeling pretty blarg in the cleanliness department. xx I'm not sure how I feel so dirty so quickly; it's not like I do anything. I think it mostly stems from the fact that my hair, while not -feeling- oily to the touch, still constantly -secretes- oil. Therefore it feels oily against the back of my head, but when I pet it away from my face it is usually dry and soft. xx

I've finally begun Mammetum. (for Genesis) I've gotten good reactions, even though I'm really just getting started.. though I consider personality and history to be one of -the most important- parts of a profile, so. ^^; I really hope I get accepted... especially since this is an rpg where I don't really 'know' the owner. I mean, I've -talked- to Laris and Cal and everybody of course, but I don't think they consider me a great friend or anything.. whereas I think I was accepted to most of the other RPGs I'm in because I knew the owner real well (the exceptions being Angels, which I was rejected from once, and Mythos, wherein my first attempt got a Reject/Revise). I think after I make Mammet and then my BS character (and probably the people for Conversion and Muse I keep promising.. xx) I'll stop with the RPG peeps for a while.

No matter what, my own stories (like Claris and Clarity) and their designs take precedence. Always have, always will. I feel more free when working on my own, really. I don't have to write profiles that are supah-freaky-long, I don't have to fully explain characters if I don't want to (since it can be done by way of the story, no one get on me, I realize the need to explain RP characters), and I just basically control every little thing that happens.

Speaking of my own stories, progress on creating all the new angels is coming along well, even though all the angel names being similar confuses Kendra and Kai keeps thinking I'm drawing Sailorangels peeps (she obviously doesn't realize that all the angels who share names with mine are female in the AoC, with the exception of leliel...). I kind of miss working on Clarity, but at the same time I enjoy Claris too much to stop. And there's only two chapters left (V is done; I just need to type it). Claris will probably never achieve Clarity's lovability, but I can deal with that, because if I'm writing anything for myself, it's Claris. None of my other stories showcase my obsessions (most namely angels and video games :3;) so blatantly. XD; But I have to admit to some audience pandering.. of the eight new angels, only two (not counting Gabriel) are female. The rest are all boys boys boys (even though Tia would rather not be). But since all the names are so similar sounding, I'm going to give them all regular names like Shamshiel has.. xx

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