Oh, Court. You want to disturb the shit? Alright, let's disturb some shit.

I was perfectly happy to let you go on your way and change your life and do whatever, since I knew, for all the things you said to me, that you never really liked me, because that's the kind of person you are. You say that we're wrapped up in fantasy worlds, but you don't even know us. You don't know me. You don't know that I have a family, that I make excellent grades (or at least, A's and B's, pretty good XD), that I have friends, and that, despite being plagued with typical teenage angst (as evidenced by the previous posts), I'm usually pretty confident in my abilities.

Do I think my characters are real? Of course not. Contrary to popular belief, I'm not a fucking moron. But they exist for me in an emotional level that you (and many other people, as I wrote about in a previous rant) could never understand.

Do you know what you do, Court? You use people. You make friends with them because you feel you can gain something from that friendship. You did that to me, and you did that with countless other people who I won't mention because I don't want to drag their names into it. But I didn't want to say anything about it, because you were, after all, nice to me, and Maj was (and hopefully still is, after this) my friend. And I don't like to speak out against friends of friends; it's kind of rude.

You seem to think that just because you can't look into a person's eyes that it means they don't exist and that what you say to them will not affect them. What you say to me only makes me laugh, because it proves to me what a hypocrite you are. You, who once discussed a page to my character Undine, you, who praised me, you, who asked me for help (which I happily gave), you, who disappeared of your own volition, and you, who I never once insulted. And you have the audacity to treat me and all these other wonderful people this way? What is wrong with you?

You and your friend, whoever she is, like I said, do not know me. She also does not know Sally (who is beautiful and intelligent and designs with more skill than you could ever hope to have, I'm sorry), Sky (who is a sweet, caring, and sensitive person, also very different from you), Ramiel (a brilliant artist and in general a nice guy), and Cal-Tan (who has done more for the Internet community than you could ever dream of). You cannot make superficial judgments on people by reading a few entries in their online journals. You simply can't do it.

As for us not breeding. Yes, like I would want a girl who makes drug references in her site to breed.

Now, what was that? That was a broad, ugly statement. I don't know your friend Sarah, yet I still made a cruel remark about the content of her character, by assuming that because she makes reference to acid that it is about drugs, and also implying that she takes this drug.

Kind of like you assuming that just because I have a name for the emotional bonds I feel for my characters that I'm all wrapped up in them and have no life because of them and they tell me what to do? Hmm?

You really need to do some of that thinking, sometime. It would be beneficial.

That'll be all.