You told me to tell the whole story, or say nothing... I told the whole story. It's what you wanted me to do. And it could not have been told unless I went into that.
BUT... I... I didn't know Emiko read this. I really... I really didn't. I didn't mean for her to find out... But then... I didn't give her the link. I really am truly sorry... if she read that... and knows about this... I didn't mean for her to ever find out. Not ever. You've got to believe that...


And it's not like I like girls anymore either, you know... you always attach that to me, because I don't get freaked out over this kind of thing. I like the boys, but I'm not going to get all scared or worried if you hug me or something, because I still thought of you as a friend. Still do, even after all.. that..

But I really didn't mean for her to know... I am sorry about that. I didn't know. I really, honestly didn't.