Ugh, I just got a reminder from amazon.com about my own birthday... (it's Feb 1... a little less than a month now -_-) I'm going to be an official adult... I'd kind of like to have a party or something, because 18 is kind of an important number, but... I have this fear that no one would come (irrational, perhaps, but I'm an irrational person), or that they would come but not really want to be there. I hate birthdays. They're supposed to be an important, special day, but my day on my birthday usually ends up sucking--probably because I have that expectation. Also I tend to forget the birthdays of others unless I'm reminded a few days in advance (which is why I try to remind people so they do not have an excuse XD). I feel horribly bad when someone mentions that it was their birthday and thanks those that wished them so, because usually I didn't because I didn't know. x__x

I'm almost the 'end' of FFX. By the end, I mean, at the point where I can go in for the final battle when I need to. I'm at the last boss before that point, and this boss is weird because it's hard, but it's not, you know what I mean? Basically the boss itself isn't all that strong, but it has this one attack that kills you if you aren't afflicted with Zombie status. And the problem with staying in Zombie status is that you can't maintain your HP. So you have to strike a balance, and if you make a misstep, and this boss does this attack, you're basically screwed and have to try again. Additionally this boss has three forms, and even though the first two are -really- easy, it's annoying to make it to the last form and then have all your work nullified by death. No, I will not name this boss. It is a spoiler. :3;