Friday, November 17, 2000

Hey, everyone, I'm in California, on my Uncle Jack's laptop. I'm also under his screenname since we'd have to pay by the minute if I were on
my own, so I can't talk to anyone...but I can blog. I cried a lot at the funeral service. I mean, a lot. First it was just because the service was so
sad...then it was because I was in the reception, I was exhausted from crying and jet lag, and all these people I didn't know kept coming up to me and expecting me to remember them. Lacking anything resembling social skills, I became quite nervous and tried to pretty well hide and sleep, but was scolded by my dad and there was a lot of crying by me and let's just say that it wasn't very pretty.

Today was better though because I slept and we buried Grandma's ashes and I finally saw, for real, purple roses. I got to take one with me and it's currently...somewhere in the house.. but it's losing all its petals because people keep touching it. I saw also some Chinese people talking in sign language at the airport, which was interesting, and my brother and I are both decided that all our male flight attendants were very gay. I really need to do some homework or else Sunday night is just going to be awful, but all my books are back at the place where we're staying, so..that's a big negatory.

I called Vera, just like I said I would, but I'm pretty sure that I bothered her..she was asleep from doing a paper last night and told me to call back around this time (it's almost 6 here, but it feels like 8 to me) and I'm not sure if I should since I don't wish to aggravate her further. -.-; I think I probably will though...just because I really don't have anything else to do.

On a final note, I started writing a Clarity Thanksgiving special... XD But I don't know if I'll finish it or not..^^;; It's a nice distraction, though...oh, oh yeah...I ALSO finally got my hands on a copy of the novel, The Princess Bride. It's great, just as I thought it would be. Inigo is even cooler in the book than he is in the movie, if that's possible. XD The book doesn't have a neat fluffy ending though, which disturbs me...because I like my neat fluffy endings..^^;

I think that's pretty much all of note that's happened. I got no clue as to what we're going to do tomorrow, since all the funeral type things are done. Our plane leaves at 8 AM the next day though...

Wednesday, November 15, 2000

What you want
Baby I got it
What you need
You know I got it
All I'm asking
Is for a little respect

R-E-S-P-E-C-T find out what it means to me~
This'll be my last blog till Sunday, since I've got to go to bed now and my plane leaves early tomorrow. I'm all wound up on caffeine and I'd just like to say that I ROCK and laugh maniacally. So I will.

::laughs maniacally::

ahem. See you sunday, boys and girls.

Tuesday, November 14, 2000

Incubus is a cool band..yep..
i think i've depressed myself again. damn.
I don't know why it would kill my friends to wait one more week to do something so I could go with them... it's not my fault my grandmother died, you know... --;
I'm flying to California on an airplane on Thursday morning.. I haven't ridden an airplane in years, seriously.. we drive everywhere we go..^^; But we have to get to CA kinna fast, so...

Donna, your new layoutish ness does not show up for me upon Netscape, but it is blindingly fluffay in IE :B
and now sleepy... damn.. it's been a week since the election and still no president. This is really beginning to aggravate me. >< At this point (and no offense to anyone) I don't really care who gives in..but someone's got to ><
I am incredibly bored. x.x

Monday, November 13, 2000

::high fives the winter disliking Esama:: My bday is in Feb.. I think that's classified as a winter month also :B Cold weather depresses me. It's just so.. lifeless.
I need two miracles. First I need Ms. Canady to not make our chem test on friday >< Second I need Ms. Garrison to push back the due date to that interview.. x.x
I have a lot of New Years' Resolutions this year... among them:

I will stop being so paranoid.
I will stop depending on people who obviously no longer care about me.
I will (try to) procrastinate less.
I will read more and become a better writer.
I will not respond negatively to criticisms.

I will, in a sense, become (to butcher Nietzsche) the uberlyn. :B
I don't know if I can call her my good friend anymore, because she doesn't want me to be open with her.. (and open does not mean me telling her things about my personal hygiene and other things that I hardly ever do and do not know why she says I'm doing them x.x;)...but I'll still wear her necklace today, anyway.

Sunday, November 12, 2000

Sorry I didn't really blog today.. it's been a long, unfluffy day, and tomorrow does not look like it's going to get fluffier. x.x

::flexes muscles:: Oh well. I'll take it like a man, as always. =p Goodnight everyone.