Hmm, I wonder if Kai is home yet... I hope she didn't kill her dad... (or vice versa...)

This was supposed to be my day to Get Things Done and I wasted it.. *_*;; Oh well.. at least I still have Sunday and Monday left...

Ah, more about my crush... Fortunately no one seems to know who he is, which is good, because then they can't hunt him down and harrass him about me. I like this guy for reasons that are mostly superficial. First, aesthetics. He is really cute. I see this guy up close every day in Government and I'm still not tired of his face, so yeah. That's cuteness. Second, he's nice, or polite, or whatever you want to call it: he has common decency and courtesy, and that's hard to find amongst the guys at my school. Third, he's not a drooling moron. I don't know if he's an eccentric genius like some of the guys my brother hangs out with, but he seems to be doing pretty well at least in Government, which shows me that he at least cares enough to try.

You just don't FIND that combination in my school. The nicest and smartest guys are sometimes cute, but they're not.. you know, hot.

I think I'm just going to stop right here before I embarrass myself any more than I already have. >_>;

Hahaha XD Epor! You put me in stitches, Ali. XD Especially because that would be so me. It took me FOREVER to realize that 'Alucard' from Castlevania is just Dracula spelled backwards. XD; Hee hee.. ::cracks up:: That post was hilarious.

Dead by dawn! Dead by dawn! XD
(We're watching Evil Dead II...)

Kai went down to St. Louis with her dad today and I don't know where the heck Emiko is, so I'm all alone x__x ...though I really should be typing Claris...maybe a Coke will help my motivation...

Fu fu fu... my brother's nice Asian friend Jonathan Lin is here and they're watching Kung-Fu movies (he also brought the Mononoke DVD...). I love Jonathan; he's so cute. XD And he knows Mandarin Chinese, so he can watch Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon in its original format without subtitles. How cool is that?

I'm so bored I'm reading my school's webpage (it has a better design than Germantown High's [our rival school] page, which pleases me). Here's a photo of HHS, which, of course, looks just like Vinton HS in Claris and my other stories... :3;

Oh, and apparently they're making an Evolution cartoon (after that movie with David Duchovny). Frightening.

I caught the tail-end of the 03 Digimon series premiere--the very last few minutes. So I don't really have much in the way of opinions, having never seen the last bit of 02 (including the infamous ending). Why do all the male leads have to wear goggles? :B;

Now I'm watching Meda(meta?)bots. I like it, kind of... ^_^; I'm getting a little tired of Fox Kids' penchant for bringing over all this mecha anime, and the art style of Medabots isn't especially attractive (looks kind of like the Digimon movie), but the dialogue is actually not bad and I like the characters (especially the cute shopkeeper). Metabee's VA sounds really out of place, though... XD;

That's the thing about Sean--his physical body and such is strong, but his internal systems are really screwy...so things that would normally just mess up a regular person for a while would either kill him or mess him up permanently. Mostly drug-related, including prescription drugs... but despite that, he has a fairly powerful immune system, so he never gets sick anyway.

Yes, there's a reason for this. It's not a particularly original reason, but it's still a reason.

This is hilarious, especially the end... because Sean is actually 'allergic' to alcohol. His body can't handle it; if he ever drinks more than a very small percentage (like what is found in amaretto cake), he'll die. Consequently, eating something like amaretto cake causes him to get smashed. XD;

Goddammit, now almost my entire AP English class knows that I like this guy. They're all cool people (except Justin, who is only cool about 30% of the time) who weren't snide, but still. :\ I wish my friends would keep their mouths shut. Fortunately no one except Jeff Karl knows who he is, so. ^_^;

Today was a very long day... I'm so glad for this three day weekend... I'm so tired. x__X I've worked so hard all week.

Thanks to everyone who answered my little bitch post though. It's nice to see I'm not the only who has trouble with Physics.. we had a test today that I don't have a very good feeling about, but.. um.. maybe I did better than I think. .__.

DAMN IT...

Because this is my blog, I'm going to bitch.

I hate school. I hate it with every fiber of my being. It's not possible for me to hate a single institution as much as I hate school. It causes stress for me, and it causes stress for my friends. If I get a C in Physics the first six weeks... I don't know what I'll do. Something horrible. :\

I'm also a bad friend... urgh. >< And I still have homework and studying to do. God damn it. ><

Life sucks!

But now the time has come to reveal to you (instead of studying for Physics, as I should be doing, because I have a C...) that... I like a guy! o__O He sits in front of me in Government and he has the most wonderful face. *_* And he's nice! But, he's also popular, and as such probably has a girlfriend who looks as good as he does. Plus we probably have nothing in common. Plus, according to Kai, the whole school thinks I'm a lesbian anyway, so what does it matter. =P

Honey, I'm going to break your face. And I say that with all the love and kindness that I use to say it to Kai on a regular basis. XP; You know that when I'm NEVER talking about you. When I have names to name, I name them. I can't name names there because I really have no idea who those crazy nuts I was referring to are--I've just seen their pages and read their emails. You KNOW I'm not talking about you and you need to just erase that paranoia that I am, because I'm not. You've never had Jacky enact perverted homosexual fantasies on your webpage, have you (And even if you have, I don't care, because I know you're not like that)? It means something to you, doesn't it? That's what I'm talking about. This didn't MEAN anything to the majority of people I was speaking of, they were just using it as a name for their pathetic-ness. So stop it, damn it, because that's not you. :\

And look, this was written in the precious minutes I have before school, which I usually use for the most precious activity of eating: feel the love. =P

Dude, that's not funny, that's depressing.

I've had just about enough.

I would not advise that those with weak constitutions go see Osmosis Jones...some of the live-action parts are quite repugnant. =P I thought the idea of a society existing in one's body was really interesting, and the inventiveness shown about it was great (loved how a virus injected by vaccine is a stool pigeon), but the live-action parts of the movie were just horrible. They looked bad (like they were poorly/cheaply photographed), the actors were bad (except Bill Murray, although he was repulsive just because of his makeup most of the time), it was just.. bad. But Thrax was a very nicely designed villain and I liked Osmosis and Drix and the animation segments in general. I thought it was a little strange when Osmosis called Lia (or whatever Brandy's character's name is) 'Brandy' once, though (and why the hell was her dress so short? and did anyone catch the Kid Rock guy and the triple breasted dancer up on stage with him? o_o;;)... was that a joke or just an accident that happened to worm its way in? o_o;

Anyway, I probably wouldn't see it again or recommend it, unless you have a tolerance for horrible live action mixed with good-to-mediocre animation. Really, the only film I've seen that successfully mixed the two was Who Framed Roger Rabbit?, which is just one of the greatest movies of all time (even my Dad loves it, and he hates/falls asleep at everything).

Hm, well, I'm glad he liked my design (even though I didn't make it or draw the graphic, it's just my character... XP). The difference between this blog and the blogs of the 'over 23' set (and some of the under 23 set...) he mentioned is that I've noticed that older folks seem to just have blogs. That is, they have nothing else on their site but the weblog, and that's not what truth is. This is an addendum to Kurai. It replaces the boring, in-depth about me page with a boring, sometimes-in depth weblog. :B; I would be fairly ashamed of this site if it were just a blog and nothing else. o_o (admittedly, there are some terribly interesting people out there who make having only/mostly a blog work, but there aren't many and I'm certainly not one of them).

Ah, I so love having comments again. Thanks to the persons who suggested alternative places to store stuff... it would be so much work to transfer everything, though. x__x (the main reason why I haven't yet) I will miss the images I lost from kuraino though. .__. I think I can recover a fraction of them, though, like I said, possibly more if I do some harrassment. But if you're an artist who's drawn for me and you notice that the link to your picture doesn't work and it was in the kuraino directory, you're going to have to send it to me again if you want it to still be up. :B;

And interesting that weight was just a rumor... I read another article about the plane crash in The Commercial Appeal (Memphis's leading newspaper) and it said that there weren't a lot of clues as to why the engines had so suddenly failed, since there weren't any adverse conditions. Mysterious. :\ But you know, Aaliyah wasn't the only one on that plane; eight others are dead too. Some of them were also very young; in their twenties like she was. Sad.

Wow, I can't believe Aaliyah died... o_o; I've only heard some of her songs (not an R&B fan) but I've been seeing ads for her new CD everywhere lately, so it's just.. o_o;

My brother, after I read some of the news articles aloud to him, said it was her own fault for not complying with the request to leave behind luggage, since Cessnas are tiny planes and there were already nine passengers (without the added baggage weight).

God damn it, I've been found out. =P I think Geocities suspended this directory of mine because whatever password I use won't let me log in and all the pages register as unavailable, which means that all the fanart stored on that directory is gone (and not anywhere else, due to the very recent reformat). I'm sure I can recover some of it from the artists' individual websites, but a lot of it is just gone forever, like another older set of pictures. .__. I wish I could find a reliable place to store my beautiful gifts. .___.