My room is unnaturally clean... I spent most of this morning cleaning it, at my mom's behest. x__x

Arr, I finished. Yay me. :3 Kudos to you if you figure out who's speaking before you reach the end.

::writing in fatal:: I should really like to finish this before I go to bed, but I'm really fading over here..

I have to go in for shots tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to this event at all.

Charis-boo, they aired a story on Dateline about what happened down there, with the guy Attias..but Bryan changed the channel before I saw it.. x__x

Man, I need to update my links again. xx

My muma is mad at me cos she saw my messy room ;__; She doesn't understand my method of letting mess build up until the weekly cleanup on Saturday :3;;;

Just like for Tanrei, that HP trailer completely cheered me up. Snape looks good (no ugly beard!!), the boy-who-i-think-is-Draco looks good, everybody else looks good..this movie is going to kick ass. ::runs around because it WAS draco and he IS cute and Jamfluff satsified my stalker like need for photos!!::

Today was okay... or at least it was until I got on the computer and now suddenly I feel depressed.. x__x I should be studying for my Chemistry test tomorrow but I'm not...maybe I'll get off early to do that..
Report cards came home today but I'm not really upset about that, because there was no big scene about the C's Bryan and I got in Chemistry (his in AP, mine in standard :B;).

ARGH! I can't believe I TALKED to you and didn't even SAY SO! ::runglomps Ali:: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN *__* I suck.

Okay, I'm really going to bed now.

But before I go. You have the CUTEST VOICE EVER DEL o.O That is not how I pictured you sounding at all.. XD XD

Today was a far better day than yesterday... I found my book, for one, so yay xx (I finished it, too..gooood book :B) Other happy things happened too, but I am very tired and must go to bed.. thank you for those of you who express-ed concern tho.. x__x

In return for my lack of bloggage, Kurai had something of a major update. :B; (complete with new layout! oo) Now is bed.

I've had a really bad day today. Usually I think I am a tactful and thoughtful person, but today I was so frayed that all that tact dissolved for a while.

If you're wondering why, it's because some motherfucker (pardon my horrible language) stole the book I'm reading in english, and if I don't get it back, I'll have to spend another seven dollars on a new copy, which is essentially 14 dollars down the hole. x__x I'm twice as upset because I wasn't done yet and I was -enjoying- the book, damn it.

I realize that there are a great deal of people out there who do not care what I think, many of them people I know. But I get reminded a lot, every day, that my opinions don't matter, by my brother and other people who I am aware dislike me. This is probably why I cannot handle it from friends.

::jabs blogger with a knife:: Hey, bitch, post.

Jaimielee/Jisu.. fatal, an HP thing..? xx huh? ^^;; It's just a fiction blog. To post miscellaneous fiction (and possibly nonfiction) pieces. ^^; I meant to write in fatal today, but as it is easy to tell from the previous entries, I'm somewhat stressed and I can't write well when frustrated.

I don't think nichole likes me anymore.. x__x

I feel calmer, now that I'm drunk on Coke.

Got to calm down xx

How to tell if you are in a bad mood: Everyone is pissing you off. x__x

Man.. we did a worksheet today in Algebra II that no one understood, and another one is coming tomorrow..and we're going to do even worse on that, since we haven't even asked questions on that section yet...So much for me continuing my A streak. :3; I'm trying very hard to do well in Chemistry this time around, though, to make up for the 85 I'm getting on this coming up report card..oh, school, how I hate thee.

My favorite class right now is, of course, English... I miss Mama G and all, don't get me wrong..but that class is incredibly easy since she's not here. We're reading a wonderful book called The Bean Trees that I'm actually reading voluntarily (I'm almost finished with it). Don't get me wrong, I love reading. But most of our assigned books were written many decades ago, and they're classics, and they are bloody, bloody, boring. Yes, Scarlet Letter was a good book, but I don't like Mr. Hawthorne's style. It's not as difficult to wade through as, say, Herman Melville (whose work another class is reading), but it's no picnic either. The Bean Trees is fairly contemporary, and its author (Barbara Kingsolver) is still alive (and in fact just released a new book). I very much enjoy studying contemporary fiction and we hardly ever do. xx History and French are fine... really, it's only Chemistry and Algebra II that give me any grief. Blarg.

Listening to 'You Make Me Sick' (by Pink.. that white chick who sounds black.. X3;) makes me want to work on my Draco/Hermione story... X3

I'm glad that people are liking fatal.. :3 The narrator of the first entry is none other than Sailorknight, from Clarity, though what is written there is not what actually happened. The second entry is the rough draft of the history I'm doing for myself and Kai's RPG.. there might be another entry like it later, about my own alternate earth, Aliamunda :B;

BWA. BWAHAHAHAHA. This is not the etoile and me project (which is fluffily in progress), but another, one I conceived and began today. It's a blog, so it will never really be finished, but it has its pilot entry and it's ready for viewing. Ladies and gentlemen, I present:

Fatal...but not serious.

You can link it if you like, don't link it if you don't like, but either way I'd appreciate some backfeed. Or the other way around. Whatever.

Post xx

Ah, it is. I shall post earlier postings now:

Blogger is being evil and just ate my last post, but essentially I was praising the loveliness that is Genki, who now has her own blog, and who should never think of me as anything but a friend, because she is wonderful and generous to me and there is no way I could ever dislike her, unless she like, killed my family or something.

I prefer anti heroines in general, too, Kat, or really.. if I had to choose between a story about an anti hero or an anti heroine, I would pick the latter, because vicious women are a lot more interesting than vicious men to me. Maybe that's why I like Lysistrata so much. X3 I think she walks the line of heroine and anti heroine in her behavior, in that she is so vehement about her standards of heroism that she has no problems going against everyone else's.

And an anti hero I dislike specifically is Squall, from FF8, because he's a whiny fucking brat who needs his ass kicked. I'm not all that fond of 8 in general.

I'm glad you're feeling better, Kylee, and in relation to one of your earlier posts let me butcher a J.K. Rowling quote:
"If you're holding out for worldwide popularity, then you're going to be here for a very long time."

I think that's one of my favorite HP quotes, next to "Draco, the amazing bouncing ferret"

::pokes blogger gently to see if it awakes::