I just read through all of my old friend Schally's page.. she cracks me up.. XD

Actually, Kailynn, Alistair is neither antisocial, depressed, moody, or insane :B; He's really a lot like Zidane (despite being created before FFIX came out)--the happy go lucky stereotype, as opposed to the unhappy stereotype :B; I believe his sword is ancestral though. :B; His family was big on tradition. :3

I find it interesting that people are, in general, either getting the characters are still insane but on the nicer side of it (like Tialiel :B;), or the scarily violent insane people (like Necavi and Sean :B;)... Overall Metatron is probably the nicest of the group. ^^;

well, i'm going to bed now, to surround myself with harry potter and chocolates, and normal capitalization will resume tomorrow, when i'm sure i'll probably maybe hopefully feel a lot better.
but kendra, sally gave me a lovely rhetoric on why laziness is not apathy... i can't remember it now.. but apparently it's not, so there you go. xx okay. bed now.

oh yeah. and as vera said, bush bombed iraq. great president we've got, huh.

and kendra, even though i'm really depressed right now, you are still not what i would call apathetic. =p so you know that i do not mean you :B

if you're reading this...please talk to me... whoever you are... i'm still izumimiya...

what do you do when the person who's supposed to be your best friend obviously finds you repulsive?


...i feel sick.

Eek, sorry, Vera, I know that's not what you meant.. o.o I was just addressing people who are skeptic about SBing.. I suppose I was being incoherent.. ::bows:: forgiveness! xx

Donna, I'm glad you find Kurai cool enuff to be your favorite site XD Ah feel warm and fuzzy. :B

Ah, my gay cousin Mac called..there are so many gay guys in my family XD

Look at what these sweet people say about me in their Thanks section.. ;__;

And most all of my characters are crazy messed up freaks. ::pushes her Metaboo forward as an example:: He even looks like a freak XD He's a very sweet freak though.

META: .... -___-'

I'm glad that some people are talkin bout apps for Jumi..Jumi gets very little love.. *.* but that's probably because I neglect it so.. :b; I do love it (like everything else I do) but I fear laying the smack down on players much of the time. :B;;

And I am glad Kristenfluffer liked my story.. hey, if you're a fan of D/H, draw them together.. XD XD XD There's hardly any D/H art.. :B; (not surprising, but there's a lot of Harry and Draco art.. :B;;)

Argh.. I love my cat Patches.. do you know why I love her my cat Patches (besides the fact that she is beautiful and fluffy)? Because I don't have to do ANYTHING but pet her and love her and she purrs and snuggles against me with all her little kitty heart. She expects NOTHING from me. She has no standards or expectactions, she just loves me and I love her *.* I don't have to prove to her that I'm worth something, like I feel I must do with everyone else. I love my cat. xx

Life is very beautiful, Kristen.

Sometimes I don't like life but I don't think I want to stop living until I get all old and ugly... It's so wonderful to be alive, since I'm so lucky having my mom and my dad and nice things and everything... and because I HATE APATHY. xx I will say I don't care about things sometimes and it's not true, I shouldn't say it.. because I care, I care about a LOT, even though my brother's always asking me 'what DO you care about' because he talks to me and tries to annoy me when I'm doing stuff.. X3 But I care about everything my friends do.. I care how people are, what's going on in the world.. APATHY IS ONE OF THE WORLD'S GREATEST EVILS :3 (and, sadly, very easy to succumb to. xx)

D00d.. I really need to update my links again. I'm going to change the format too so it will take a while..rest assured I am reading everyone's blogs at their new locations and reading all the new ones that have popped up. :B; I'm a crazy stalker :B;

Vera fluff:

I'm sure you are :B; It's not MPD though :B;; I don't have a multiple personality disorder... it's more like just being really in touch with people that don't exist.. XD; But they don't take over or interrupt your life, and you can suppress them around people who would be disturbed by them, and I don't think people with MPD can do that.

I think it mostly comes from the fact that most created characters, no matter how far off they are from the creator's personality, begin with a seed from the creator. They are all in some way (even if that way is miniscule) an extension of the creator, and people get characters they do not create because they feel that these characters are also extensions of themselves. I don't really mind if people think it's lame or stupid, I'm sure to a lot of people it is. o.o But just because you don't believe people die doesn't mean it doesn't happen :B;;

Oh, and I'm not cutting class like Sally (just kidding boo :B;;), I have the day off for teacher in service. YEAH BABY XD

and right.. EVERYONE LOVES SALLY XD

And I know everyone loves me too. :3 :3 :3

Skyfluff... o.o Come on, honey, of course you matter. Everyone matters. Nothing about you sucks. Nothing you do sucks. You're a sweet, supportive person and people love you and it hurts to see you so depressed....especially since, for one, I feel like that a lot (or I used to.. I still do, sometimes, but I've developed a very silly way to kill it :3;; [that is, I'll just yell at myself :B;]) and for two your friends feel very helpless because it seems there's nothing they can do. I know that your depression is clinical, unlike mine (well I don't know.. I've never been treated or anything, mostly I just think it's whiny teen angst..), but you can't be thinking that no one would care if you just up and left. I, for one, read your blog every day. I dunno if that means anything or not...but.. come on.. smile.. xx

(Sorry, I'm not too good at this cheer up stuff xx)

Jaimielee, the Lucius picture was vey fluffy..though the teacher I was talking about is actually quite young (in his twenties) but I would have felt smarmy describing him since I like him, so I didn't. And Lucius's glasses are tiny--you know, spectacles :B;; The CG colorins was supah fluffay :D

I am what you say I am
If I wasn't then why would I say I am

Usually I'm not fond of Eminem but I do like these (mangled, I'm sure) lyrics

Mrawn xx

CORDON WAS ACCEPTED TO WONDERLAND :D :D :D

CORDON: ::waves his spatulas in joy :B:: Mais, je ne pas bon.. for mon amis, Enid and Arthur, were not accepted. Sad, non? ;__; Mais, I am still very happy :D :D But I will miss my amis.

Hmm.. I like how most people I know, and a lot I don't, now use the word soulbond instead of the phrase 'the voices in my head'... XD VIVA LA REVOLUTION XD

Hey Rumika.. Scabbers = Wormtail :3 I assume because rat's tails look a bit like worms. :B;;

Aww, Gemi likes my HP posts.. I love the Gemi.. and the test is herah. :B;

An interesting thing I've noticed in HP fanfics...

Lucius (Draco's father, not my hypergenki evil angelboy :B;) is always depicted as being one or more of the following:
1. alcoholic
2. physically abusive
3. sexually abusive (o.O)
4. Having severe anger management problems

Really the only one I find plausible is 2 and in some cases 4... Since he doesn't hesitate to hit Draco a little bit even in the books..but I think in general he's very good at keeping his temper down--after all, it was Arthur who jumped him first when they fought, remember. ^^; I think if he's abusive at all it's more mental than anything--just saying destructive things, or ripping a person apart psychologically. Not really physical unless he absolutely has to.

That's just how I see it anyways.. xx

(I bet everyone's tired of my HP posts.. oh well...this is what I'm into right now, bear with me X3;)

This is the best valentine's day ever O.O

though i might just be saying that because i've had a lot of chocolate and a lot of coke

Yay, Gemi fluffer loves me XD

I FEEL THE LOVE PEOPLE XD ::gulps her coke :B;;::

Yay, Gemi fluffer loves me XD

I FEEL THE LOVE PEOPLE XD ::gulps her coke :B;;::

Kylee, I read your blog! :D :D I can't believe you're 12 girlfriend...you are so freaking talented x.X

Yay..people are saying nice things about my attempt at fanfic.. XD ::fluffs apika and rumika :B::

It seems that many fluffy people are taking the Claris test lately... Maj, it's not on the page anywhere..which is probably why you couldn't find it.. XD I'll add it eventually. :B;

For those of you who aren't well versed on the characters and are only taking it out of boredom/to make me happy, I'll esplain briefly who everyone is. :B (in the order of MY results.. XD)

1. Claris: Like I said, basically me.. so in otherwords she's high strung and cries a lot and wears glasses.
2. Alistair: At his core, just a parody of your basic happy go lucky RPG Hero. ^^; Very nice guy, kind of oblivious. Has a big sword :B
3. Tialiel: Angel of the future; boy that wishes to be a girl; in love with Sean; wrings his hands a lot. ^^;
4. Metatron: Voice of God, eyeless, EXTREMELY gentle and sweet, humble.. kind of lacks a free will. :B; Has a scar across his face and no vocal chords (he communicates through telepathy in the rare event that he has something to say)
5. Cadmiel: Angel of destiny; likes Claris; hates Sean, smokes. Takes care of Tialiel and protects him from people who try to mess with him. :B; Excellent swordsperson.
6. Necavi: Just a parody of your basic super evil RPG Villain. ^^; Egotistical, mean, violent. Was married once. His wife died though. :B;
7. Delilah: More than semi obsessed with Sean.. loves sea creatures, likes waving around knives and sharp objects.
8. Sean: Claris's completely insane best friend. :B; Unpredictably nice and then mean, sometimes violent, random. Ego that could swallow the Western Hemisphere and still have room for the Eastern XD

Interesting how I'm most like my female lead (who's based off me anyways) and least like my male lead.. (who's really the Anti-Me.. ^^;)

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE... I drew this craptastic picture.. okay, it's not all bad, I really like how Claris turned out. But Sean's mouth is all ugly and off center. x.X

Um, and apparently addr is being a bitch lately, and both Kurai and my friend Kai's Dokuja were down for much of today.. xx How freaking bothersome

O yeah.. I luff your Persona pictures too Vera *_* But I love you & Persona in general...and I love Kristen's original person pictures too! Because I love Kristen in general.. OK.. I really need to go to bed now..

Post, dammit, so I can go to bed xx

Oh yes..Kristen, I was thinking about Revelations when I wrote that, but I don't really think anyone's read it sides you and Nichole fluffer.. But that's not a proper fanfic either, because it was full of my own (though poorly made XD) characters and I made the game characters my own in a lot of ways--since they didn't really have very defined personalities in the game, sadly. :B;; (I'm talking about Secret of Mana here, people, before anyone jumps me. I love the game, but they didn't really explore the character personalities much, especially in the case of the Hero, which is my Hero was always the sweet quiet type.^^;) OK, going to bed now.

Wow, the Irkalla and all the Mammetums that suddenly applied were not accepted in Genesis..which means I could still apply for either if I chose.. *_* But I'm sorry, I'm still not ready to return to my RP characters yet. To be honest, I find writing my own stories to be much more satisfying than having to tailor my character creations to the expectations of a GM. It's really a lot less stressful that way. xx I'm also horrible at writing these long, detailed apps that everyone wants--I find out what a character is like by actually writing with them, and that's much easier to do in a solo story than in a profile. Not to mention I'm a combination of forgetful and concise. xx;

And I agree with Ali's angst rant..especially because I LOVE Inigo o.o

"Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya; you killed my father, prepare to die." is one of the BEST LINES EVER in the history of EVERYTHING.

And happy belated birthday to Kae the Valkyrie..jeez, we Aquarians is takin over the world XD

Oh, and I see some people are taking CP's test.. X3;; How are you people finding the URL? X3;;
Sky, Claris is the main character, obviously.. and she's basically me.. but less of a bitch and much more rational. Delilah, on the other hand, is insane. :B;

Delilah wants multi colored hair too KJ..she only dyes the one half of it. XD

And Angie.. I know how you feel..this is my birthday month too and I'm prolly going to be grounded by the end of it. xx

Alright, here it is... I was too lazy to put italics where neccessary (well actually it's just late and I'm out of online time xx;), so it might be a little awkward without them..but anyways it's really important to me to know what everyone thinks of this. xx I allow anonymous reviews, so even if you're not a member of fanfiction.net you can still write one. It's very short, won't take but a moment of your time.. xx

Without further ado, here it is :B;

Hey Alana :B Nice new layout.. usually I hate yellow but that does not offend mine eyes. XD and I'm glad you agree :3

I finished my first ever fanfiction today. It's very short, and I'm trying to work up the courage to type it.
Some of you might be saying, "Uh, lyn, it is not. Clarity is a fanfiction, remember? And Claris used to be..."

Yes, technically. But not really. I don't define Clarity as a true fanfiction, because while it uses Sailormoon and Secret of Mana concepts as a base, the setting and characters and such are, for the most part, mine. And my great paranoid fear of fanfiction is why I rewrote Claris and having stopped writing this little thing.. because I'm so, so afraid of perverting characters that aren't mine. You don't understand. I'm seriously paranoid about mischaracterization.

So I decided to try and overcome that fear by writing a story that was purely fanfiction, and I did, and if no one hates it, I might continue it... it's Harry Potter and D/H, of course, in accordance with my recent obsession with the series. :3; I realize that Draco/Hermione is a very unfeasible pairing and that stories on the theme automatically call for some mischaracterization, but I'm doing my best. xx; I wrote it in two days, so it's more like a short introduction.. because I want to write more Claris before I'm grounded from the computer.. :B;

Anyway, I'll torment everyone with it when it's typed and edited and we'll see if my great experiment failed or succeeded. xx

I like Grave River High :B; But then I always love stories/comics about high schools XD (or middle schools..elementary schools is a bit too young :B;)

I think I'm going to get a C in Chemistry this six weeks..and then I might get banned from the computer..auggh... xx

Poor Cal.. I hope you find a new job you like.. xx

Ahh, I was right, everyone thinks Lucius is a wicked little bastard now. XD XD But that's okay, because they all like my Meta-boo and I really love Meta-boo. :3;;

And yes, Hikari, as Gemiko said.. Draco is Draco Malfoy, from the Harry Potter series. :B;

Kurai updated; though very marginally. :3;

This guy has obviously never been to aestheticism.net/.com...or even glimpsed the immense, mostly all-female, yaoi fandom. XD; (and slash fandom at that...)

::looks at last two posts:: I'm such a biznitch. :B;

But Donna complimented Claris Project anyways :D ::squeezle::

Anommieee, I love you... x.x Your pictures made me very happy ::glomps you:: Don't be saaadd... mew.. i'm sorry o.o

And happy late birthday to you.. I'm a dork. x.X;

Ohmygod.. XD I can't believe you typed out the ferret scene, Angie.. but I'm glad you did XD XD I LOVE that scene. :B; In FACT, I woke up today and the first thing I did was search through Book IV to re-read it. And yes, henceforth it shall be referred to as the ferret scene.. :3;

DRACO: ::mutters something about a sadistic bitch::

LYN: HahahahHA XD

My mob name is 'The Mortician'.. XD XD I like it :3