Will not get depressed that friends are having fun without me.. will not get depressed.. will NOT... ><

VERA has a BLOG now... hahaahahaahaHAA

::coughs:

Yes. For those of you who don't know who VERA is, she's the cool person that drew the top image of Xin-man up there and the etienne pikshur I sliced and diced for Kurai's current layout. :B She rocks da haus.

I got all of what I had written of ISV in my notebook typed.. I am surprised at myself :B

....it's only 2700 words though... sigh ><

Blee.. I worry for Mal, too..

I'm really worried about Sally... ;.; She has a lot of stress lately and I know she's upset... I wish I could be there for her... =.=

Whoa.. somebody joined a clique and they put kurai.com (aka my page =p) as their site.. O.O; I guess I'll mail'em..or something...

According to this I am (like Ragabash) a Spiritual Straddler--One foot in traditional religion, one foot in
free-form spirituality...I can deal with that XD

And according to this is my guardian angel is Uriel..which cracks me up, because Uriel is one of my favorite characters in Angel Sanctuary :3 Speaking of Angel Sanctuary... I still can't find the Angel Cage artbook.. ;.; Books 1-17 are together and intact though, which is cool...

Personally, I'm very skeptical on any information about angel names and origins. I've read a lot of books (my mom collects'em) and been to a lot of websites and read some corresponding but mostly conflicting information. The fact is that a lot of religious groups thought it was blasphemous to assign names and titles to the majority of the angels.. which is probably why all this info conflicts. For example, on a lot of what I've read, Samael is tagged as the Angel of Death (not just in Evangelion or whatever, but in actual books I've read concerning angels), but he is also the 'Angelic Policeman' as I was recently informed.. and I'm sure he's other things, too. (the aformentioned Angels page has some pretty nice things to say about him, that's for sure :3)

But between my mother and myself we have a pretty healthy angel obsession.. mom has all kinds of books, paintings (including a very beautiful one of an angel with dark brown/black wings and long black hair playing a harp), statues, et cetera. We just like our angels at this house. :B

::plays with her notebook:: I have many pages to type.. yes...

Someone talk to meeeee... I'm booorrreed and lonely... Sally's at a movie right now... ¬.¬

::takes a moment to fluff Anomie, who she would link if said Anomie had a page to link to~ =p::

Dude, I have way too much to do this weekend. An unusually large amount of homework, plus I've got to carve a pumpkin for Chemistry (counts as a test grade o.o) and I have a Halloween party to attend tomorrow. I desire to update Kurai but it don't look like it's happening...

I hope I did well on that Chem test today... I did the best I could, that's for sure..and took the whole period... I'm also angry because we had a worksheet in Algebra II that I KNOW I didn't do well on and I KNOW it's going to bring my grade down grr grr grr >< There goes my pretty 91. --

Geocities is being a major biznitch right now. ><

I am sally's fluffy lyn XD

I am so going to fail my Chemistry test tomorrow ¬.¬ (it was pushed back to Friday, Rumika ^^;;;)

Next week shall be hell on earth. x.x

I must prepare. --

Vera, [get a blog] it's true that [you know you want a blog] you don't have to [go to blogger.com] make every entry [bloooogg] meaningful in blogging [nooowwww] like you feel like you have to with [get a blog] scribbles....

::coughs::

Nope, Izzy, I wasn't talking to you either. :B ::skitters off to watch sailormoon and do her hw::

I didn't mean you eiiitheerrr, Jessie. ^^; I was talking about three people & I don't think any of them except maybe one reads this thing (and one does not read it at all, I'm sure) :B No, I'm not going to name names because that's mean...

And I know that everyone does that (breaks a promise) sometimes.. I mean, I have.. but I've tried really hard (especially recently) to stop that, you know, to only say I'll do things I know I can do. And I just wrote that because these instances of people saying they'll do things and not doing'em has been cropping up.. o.O

And sally, you're not a loser for not reading Clarity :3 I'm the loser for bothering you about it. ^^;

Etoile, I did not mean you ^^;; you've never let me down :B

Picture du jour... It's Lani... in black blouse..vest...and her underwear :B And that's Xinny boy in the corner, holding a Lani plush that is uncullered because I'm lazy. Her hair is colored oddly because I have no lavender pencil. It got up and left. =p And since I don't have another one... ^^;

Clarity has 29 characters.. good god I am so psycho.. XD In the next series Claris will only focus on like four or five. :B I might stop writing it in first person but I don't know... it's good exercise to write in first person because it's a hard point of view to write in and still make it sound like a good story.

I also hate it when people shrug at me...shrugging is a sign of APATHY, people, and APATHY is NOT an option. ><

...blah. I dislike it when people say they're going to do something and then they never do it. It's one thing to say you'll do something and change your mind (which is mildly annoying, but tolerable), but it's just unforgivable to say you will and then keep saying you will and then NOT EVER DOING IT.... X.X
...and it happens to me a lot. -- I take some time, sometimes (like with picture requests :B ::fluffs steph::), but I always keep my promises. I make it a point. (which is why you'll rarely see me promising to finish a story by a certain time, cos that's usually a promise I can't keep XD)

It's okay if you don't want to do something if I asked you to, or if you say yes but then later change your mind, but to keep saying you will and not ever doing anything is just.. it's mean. --

I like it when people are honest with me. It hurts sometimes, but that's how it is with good medicine. When it comes right down to it, I'd rather have someone tell me they hated something (& then proceed to explain why and how I could maybe do it better..not just someone telling me I suck, that would be depressing) than have someone tell me they loved it when they actually didn't... because that doesn't help me at all. I'll just continue to suck obliviously and I'll never improve.

Hey. Whoever's getting to my site from Asian porn sites needs to stop, cos it's freakin me out. ^^;

Len just sent me a really nice email.. ;___; I like nice emails... ^_^;; ::feels pathetic::

Stop looking at me like that.

I need to link this blog for several reasons. First, I like her (always good XD), second, she links me on her main page thing..and she has 'lyn' in her name. Oh yes.

Number two.. it's Sikari, looking all young and stuff and with properly drawn hair. ^^;;

I'm also glad that E-sama likes my CW crap XD
But at any rate.. Here's pictoire numero uno... It's Sean, a'course. Ignore the phrase. I felt like making an ebonics related pun :B

I think it's nice that you think the way you do, Hikari. The world needs a little more idealism, I think. We're all whiny cynics as it is. :B But the fact is that people are like that, I think, because despite what everyone says, we want to be separated. In science like forces repel, but in society usually people hang around people who are like them. That's just my observation, though.. and I am just an immature 16-year-old...

I'm glad I haven't turned anyone deaf with my voice.. & I'm glad that Kat and Alana like Tia... I drew more stuff to-day, I'll foist upon everyone in a minute. =P

Kai is getting me all freaked out about the bad things blogger could do to Kurai if it messes up..stop augmenting my paranoia damnit..

Del's package came today~ it has AS 16 and 17 in it.. XD ::glomps them:: yay~~~

I will now foist more CW crap onto everyone... it's the beginnings of a short story. :B

Bwahaha, Justin succumbed and got a tracker, I see.. XD I'm a dirty thief according to my logic, too, so it's all good. :B I'm wondering if I should get one of those bloghop thingers.. I feel it would be detrimental to what ego I have, however.. so maybe not.. ¬.¬

Goddammit, link me, Brescia :B I know you read this thing.

And I know Tanya reads it too, so I'm going to say hullo to her now :D

No update this week boys and girls.. sorry-dorry, as Bart would say. :B Working on ISV~ the nightmares Reve gives the girls are messed up and thusly fun to write XD Especially Azura's.. (and if you're wondering whether it has something to do with a certain bloodthirsty currently dead red-haired feller.. well..it does :B though i'm sure you weren't)

I am the scribble stalker... XD There's like this whole subcommunity of SM RPers..and they like all have scribbles.. it's all so very fascinating.. well, to me, at least.. =P

::fluffs hikari:: I read your scribbly, darlin. & a lot of the ones you've linked, coinicidentally.

Look. It's Tialiel. He's from the second series of Claris.. if he looks girly, then good, because he is. =P He's an angel (like his partner-in-crime Cadmiel), and angels are born genderless...but they develop a gender as they grow. Anyway, Tialiel is developing into a male, but he wants to be a girl. So he's quite conflicted.

He also has a crush on Sean. =p

Finished my shower.. =p Now I need coke. Heh. ^^;

Finished the yardwork..eating some cookies before I go to shower..

I know y'all find this fascinating; that's why I'm telling you. =P

I have to go out and take trash bags to the front while the rest of family is out putting up screens at our old house... *_* My back aches in anticipation. --

Meep... I recorded myself singing. It's the first few lyrics from the song 'Today' by Poe...