One of my teeth really hurts... I wonder if I've a cavity... x.x

Today both Claris and Clarity are two years old... woo XD

I don't really know who I want to win... all I know is that it would be terribly amusing to watch the Republican population down here (that being, Tennessee, [gore's home state, which he lost, no less XD] at my school) get all pissed off because Gore won...since they're all being arrogant and saying Mr. Bush is the victor.

The thing about voting the dead guy into the Senate just totally affronts me though... Only in America, my friends.. only in America :B

All the other countries are laughing at us, I'm sure.

"Haha! Silly Americans! They cannot even decide their own leader! And they voted a dead man in for their pathetic Senate! ::insert maniacal laughter here::"

Etoile, you shouldn't try hard wif the picture.. you're only drawin it for me after all..and I'm not paying you or nothin :B

Being mentioned in blogs makes me feel special, too, Vera~

And Brescia, if no one's told you yet, the only difference between a scribble and a blog is that a scribble is hosted on scribble.nu and not on the person's own server.. scribble also functions a bit differently. :B It's more of a journal than a weblog, I think.

I've never been able to grasp the concept of private online journals, or even private entries in public scribbles. I mean, if you want something to be private, why the hell would you even put it online? And some say that it's just for friends to read, well, then here's a plan: why don't you just talk to your friends about it, huh?

I ought to shower soon..but it's so cold x.x

I hate being ignored too ¬.¬

I really hate it when I tell people something that I know for certain and then they try to contradict me, as if I'm a fucking moron or something...

Endless Waltz rocks my socks :B

Updated Kuraiii~

::procrastinating on studying for her chemistry test x.x::

I made an A on the Kaitlyn and Nemo story (which I named [badum] the second truth from the left =p), which is verily fluffy.. and she said she liked my ending, which is fluffier, since I was worried that she would not like it.. she also said that I'm currently her top choice for managing editor of next year's Lit Mag. x.x

Bryan thinks he did me a great favor by fixing this.. and I do appreciate the fact that he spent so much time on it..but the fact is that HE broke it. Now if I had messed something up and he fixed it FOR me, that would be a great favor (and he has done this before). But it was HE who made the mistake this time, not I.

Wellll, chilluns, I'm back on Malfactor, but we're not out of the woods yet. You see, the problem is my father's ancient computer, not mine or my brother's. Bleeh.

My grandmother died today at noon. I will be gone Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday of next week for the funeral. That is all.

Etoile's new layout is the funniest thing I've seen in.. a really long time XD XD

I think the main thing I like about myself is that, despite how flawed I am, I am myself. I don't put masks on around people, though sometimes it's not for lack of wanting to. I just can't be anyone but me. I can't pretend and I can't just change who I am. I tried to do this once. I tried to buy clothes that were popular and in general change myself to fit the standard, but that was a disaster. It's just too much work to be someone you're not. So finally I decided that all I can be is me, and if you don't like it.. well then.. you don't have to talk to me, do you?

"In that I can be no one but myself, I can say nothing but my own lines. So sad, to be so constrained!"

Can you tell how bored and depressed I am? I'm sure you could.

One thing I'll say in favor of those who pen SW fanfiction--it IS fanfiction that you might be able to get published, and THAT is ALWAYS cool.

I love how CNN is pronouncing 'Missouri' as 'Missourah.'

I'm reading Star Wars fanfiction. No, I don't know why.

Vera, you so should not get depressed about your art.. because you kick ass, dude. Seriously. YOU ROCK. Find a mirror and pick it up and stare into it and say over and over "I ROCK" because you do. You KICK ASS.

Kendra, you kick ass, too. C'mon, I'd give up so much of my anatomy to even have a small fraction of you and Vera's completely mad and l33t skillz. And so would a great expanse of others. =p

::fluffs Sally & Malloreigh for no real reason::

I finished the Kaitlyn & Nemo story... I've got to read it aloud tomorrow. I volunteered to read first, just because I want to get it over with...

Well, the only way to fix the mess my brother made of the network is to reinstall Windows. He procured a Win98 CD from a neighbor and is currently copying it onto another disc.. then I suppose it will be time for the Great Reformat.

Nichole, I think it's more along the lines of 'god, this girl is so fucking stupid'.... and the owner of spirit chaser is none other than Caro from the JFW, oui? I've been reading your blog, Caro, I just haven't linked it.. because I'm lazy and because I can't access my files and ftp at the moment anyhow. :B But I will once this mess is fixed..

Though I'm sure what will happen is that it will get fixed and then I'll have to fly out to California for my grandmother's funeral.. because she's dying... -.-

Time for beds... hope I'll be able to get on for a little while tomorrow.. x.x

I redid all of claris's subpages to match the spiffilicious new layout.. and rewrote most of them, including the profiles..wrote Delilah's profile too. Wish I could upload the work, but sadly since the network is messed I cannot. -- but now I feel ashamed because some of the stuff I wrote around Claris's site is like totally stupid. x.x

Oh yeah. Blue Submarine No. 6 is cool :D I enjoy Miyumi :D And Hayami.. yes.. they are my favorites :D

And Nichole, I'm not amazing. I suck, actually. People just seem to be totally blind to that fact.. =p

OK, my brother messed up the protocols by downloading AOL 6.0, AKA the SPAWN OF SATAN, so my Net has been cut off. I'm on his computer, which is teetering on the edge of insanity (or complete meltdown), so I don't know how much I'll be on in the coming days.. --;;; Sorry I didn't update, but the wingate engine conked out before I was finished. Bleer.

That last post didn't make much sense, did it.. o.o oh well...

Some people just have too much of an offline life for a webpage, I think. A domain I used to go a lot (narisma.nu) has been on hiatus since August and before then was still not updated too much... not to disrespect its owner or anything, it's just something I noticed... I only update as often as I do because (besides the fact that it's something I enjoy doing) I don't have much of a life outside of schoolwork and occasional friend outings (like going to the movies or the Halloween party I went to :B).

...but there's nothing wrong with not having 'much of a life.' I mean, this is what I like to do, and I (don't think I am, anyway.. x.x) am not hurting anyone, so, what's the problem? I know that if I spent all my time focused on a sport instead of writing/creating characters/et cetera no one would complain. Gosh darned double standards. x.x

Mrk.. Bryan told me he never got a call back from our cousin.. x.x Well.. no news is good news, right?

...I love it when people leave their directories open... XD

Alright... my OTHER cousin called back later that night and talked to Bryan and myself.. Bryan said he was staying up and he would call mom if said other cousin called back and instructed him to do so... I was all wracked with worry and stuff so I just tried to sleep...Bryan hasn't woken up yet, I don't think, but I hope that if something serious happened (as in, grandma dying) he would have woken me up.. --;;

On another note, I know my permalinks are messed up..but I do not know how to fixeth them.. x.x; Could anyone enlighten me~

And Sally & Kendra.. why don't y'all just talk on AIM :B

Steph-weph dressed as Etienne for a late Halloween party last night.. I want pictures... x.x