Saturday, October 27, 2001

I love Courage the Cowardly Dog. XD
Let it go, let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go, let it go
When the world is coming down on me
I LET IT GO
When did it become federal crime to dislike babysitting?! Bryan usually sits for these people next door, but apparently he has work tonight so he can't, so mom tries to guilt me into doing it. This is family with two little boys. I cannot stand little boys. I can't stand little kids in general, but I really can't stand little boys. Their house also makes me nervous. =P Generally I like old, scary houses (which this one is), but whenever I'm in that house I feel like it's going to collapse on its own foundations.

But, of course, mom has to guilt trip me. Urgh. I HATE babysitting. I'm okay with pet sitting, because most animals aren't obnoxious, spoiled, disobedient brats. :\ Admittedly, the kids in question aren't terrors, but I still don't like babysitting... besides, their parents are only going down the street for a few hours. No one is going to creep in and kill their fucking kids, I swear to God.
You know, I just now realized it... Truth is over a year old. My first post was September 16, 2000. o_o This is the longest I've ever kept a journal/diary... wow. :3

Friday, October 26, 2001

I must erase all previous injuries from my mind and start clear.

Let the Great Happy Experiment (emphasis on the HAPPY) begin.

Thursday, October 25, 2001

ACK! I HAVE to do the Wrimo now!! I know what I'm going to use!! The Sarah and Steve stories from Fatal..!!

One of the rules says not to start from a previously begun story, but then the tips say to disregard that rule..and there's no plotting or ideas or anything for those two anyway.
Ali, people who can't spell 'voila' piss me off on principle. =P

Also, I love your reading your blog. You make me laugh at my keyboard like a crazy fool. XD And to be fair, I do sometimes make disagreements personal, if they are about issues near and dear to my heart.. but I try, very hard, not to..and am still trying. But I'm glad you think that I can be capable of objectivity.
I am so tempted to try and organize one of these. ^^;;
Yay FAMIB :B
Well, now that that's out of my system... Man, even Kai is doing the 'Wrimo... I really want to, but I'm afraid that if I do I'll have to put my other stuff on hold, or at the very least, I'll have to put Clarity on hold and focus solely on the Wrimo novel and Claris.

What do you guys think? Should I do it? :3; I think it would be a rewarding experience. There's nothing quite like hilariously bad writing.
I. HATE. PHYSICS.

My teacher CANNOT teach. Couple this with the fact that I am NATURALLY STUPID in scientific subjects and that's a disaster waiting to happen (or rather, a disaster that IS HAPPENING). Last night, I studied. I studied more for this test than my other two tests I had today (which I actually think I did pretty well on) and I STILL know I failed (or at least didn't do well enough to prevent myself from getting a C). I read the chapter, practiced problems... and after the test I told her this and she said 'Don't read the chapter, it'll just confuse you.'

Okay, What the Fuck. Previously she's SCOLDED US for not reading the chapters and her tests have had multiple choice questions TAKEN FROM THE CHAPTER (this one did not, of course, it was 8 problems worth 10 POINTS EACH and I know that I missed 2 or 3). Now, admittedly... one of those problems I missed just because I was stupid. But the other one (or other two, but I'm 90 percent sure I missed only two.. still, that's still a 75, percentage wise) was not only because I'm stupid but because she fucking confused me. >__>

Worst of all is that this is this teacher's first year to teach Physics in years. There's only one other Physics teacher, the one I should have gotten, the one whose class is not NEARLY AS DIFFICULT because he CAN TEACH.

URGH. ::breaks things x__X::

Wednesday, October 24, 2001

You know, if I didn't hate blood and the sounds people make when they're in pain/crying so much, I think I'd grow up to be a serial killer.
Now, I'm no astrologer, but I can already predict that tomorrow is going to be one of the worst days of my life.
What do you do when you feel like you're being phased out?
Holy hell. o_o It's pitch black outside and raining in sheets. We're under a tornado watch and mom is freaking out... additionally, Bryan's up at Starbucks and Kai hasn't even come home yet. ::worries x__x::

Tuesday, October 23, 2001

I saw you first
I'm the first one tonight
I saw you first
Don't that
Give me the right
To move around in your heart
Everyone was looking--
But I saw you first
If I weren't already writing so many other things, I would so do this. And if 50K of words is equal to a 200-page novel then.. Clarity is already a novel. x__x (claris is getting there)

Sunday, October 21, 2001

Lyn-Fu: The Misery Continues x_x