Saturday, December 08, 2001
I was kinna hoping to have a nice shower before bed, but as there's no hot water, I suppose not.. x__x Maybe tomorrow...
I haven't really gotten to the extensive theological discussions in Claris yet, but they will be there... I'm afraid that these will be what's likely to offend people, because my angels discount a lot of what's in the bible. Not the good stuff, like love your neighbor and thou shalt not kill, just the crazy stuff that was written out of prejudice and fear.
Thursday, December 06, 2001
I also finished Deep Dungeon today. w00t! I didn't even do that the first time around, so that was neat. :3;
I'm trying to desensitize myself..not become totally insensitive, but definitely become LESS sensitive. The first step in this, I think, is just dropping a subject that could turn into a potential fight by realizing that it doesn't really matter anyway. I think I did this about three times today. o_o
Wednesday, December 05, 2001
I think the Tactics' programmers were hitting the crackpipe while they designed Deep Dungeon. I mean, besides the fact that it's pitch dark so you can't even see the terrain until you kill someone and their soul crystallizes, the names to me make absolutely no sense, with relevance to the battlegrounds or to one another (yes, I know that Nogias is Saigon backwards, and that similarly Mlapan is napalm backwards, but even so)...and weirdest of all is what you get when you press the select button for information the Level names. Umm.. yeah... whatever, dude. Whatever. o_o
Tuesday, December 04, 2001
::watching Buffy:: Spike is awesome. XD Why am I not a religious fanatic of this show? Oh... maybe because I can never find the network it's on x__x
Er, well, Anomie, Reve can both speak and write Latin... ^^; But then again, Latin was the language of his people (which means that Peripetaia and Harmatia can both speak and write it too), which means he's been at it since birth...and he's several centuries old... ^^; I don't think I have any other characters that know Latin well though... though the language of my fantasy-world place is a scary conglomerate of Latin and English. :3;
However, I bow to your Latin superiority, as I only took two years of it before switching to French because translating Vergil (which is what one of our AP classes is all about) didn't sound like my idea of a good time.. as much as I love the language. ^^;
However, I bow to your Latin superiority, as I only took two years of it before switching to French because translating Vergil (which is what one of our AP classes is all about) didn't sound like my idea of a good time.. as much as I love the language. ^^;
Monday, December 03, 2001
Why can't every night be like this...? (Well, not the first part of the evening, the second part...)
Sunday, December 02, 2001
I had some orange juice which made me feel mildly better...I think I annoyed Kai though, and I'm thinking I won't see her on again tonight... Oops -_-
Ah, hypocrisy. This is a good illustration for what is meant by atheists who act just like the Christians they claim to hate.
Please stop making your little hard drive noises, Malfactor... I'm being reminded of the tick of a clock, which drives me insane. x__x
Ah, crap... I have that drained-of-energy feeling, and my throat is itching, like it's about to become sore... I really hope I'm not developing a cold or anything, because I really don't have time for one right now... If I play my cards right, I'll only have to take one midterm because of the senior exemption policy, but I'm currently dangerously close to having to take the Advanced Algebra & Trig Exam... I'm hoping and praying (and struggling to work up the motivation to do my homework -___-;) that this DOES NOT HAPPEN, because the only way it will is if I get a C--but that may happen. So it would be DOUBLY bad, because not only would I not be exempt, but I'd have a C. Quelle horreur. x__x
It really is difficult for even me to fathom how much I hate going to school. I hate the people, I dislike most of my teachers (which is odd, because usually I like most of my teachers and only take issue with one or two, but this year I only -like- one or two), and I'm not too fond of most of my classes either. In addition to that... I'm a senior, and it's getting more and more difficult to fight the onset of Apathy. I just don't CARE about high school anymore. I want to go to college. I actually don't even care what college, to be honest. The main reasons why I really, truly want to go to Rhodes is because there's less people there, and the campus is pretty. The only problem I have with the University of Memphis is that a LOT of people go there, meaning I will likely just be another name or number in the professor's book. That, and the campus is Not Pretty. :3; (what can I say, I'm shallow) And I could easily deal with those if I had to. I just want to go to a college somewhere, and I'm OK with applying for grants and scholarships and doing work-study and working to pay for it. I mean, I would rather not, of course, but you know, you have to do what you have to do.
It really is difficult for even me to fathom how much I hate going to school. I hate the people, I dislike most of my teachers (which is odd, because usually I like most of my teachers and only take issue with one or two, but this year I only -like- one or two), and I'm not too fond of most of my classes either. In addition to that... I'm a senior, and it's getting more and more difficult to fight the onset of Apathy. I just don't CARE about high school anymore. I want to go to college. I actually don't even care what college, to be honest. The main reasons why I really, truly want to go to Rhodes is because there's less people there, and the campus is pretty. The only problem I have with the University of Memphis is that a LOT of people go there, meaning I will likely just be another name or number in the professor's book. That, and the campus is Not Pretty. :3; (what can I say, I'm shallow) And I could easily deal with those if I had to. I just want to go to a college somewhere, and I'm OK with applying for grants and scholarships and doing work-study and working to pay for it. I mean, I would rather not, of course, but you know, you have to do what you have to do.